Friday, April 24, 2009
{ 11:45 PM }
today,woke up 6 in the morning...help my aunt in boonlay.go home...saw father lying on his bed...i got a shock.he did not work,he had ask for an mc cause of his gastric pain...this few days my appetite lost!no mood to eat dinner,dont know the reason why...gonna get nagging from my father liao cause everytime he buy dinner i say dun buy my share...yesterday got scolding from him lols...really can't eat sia...i eat two spoon of rice then feel like vomitting liao...so throw it away!nothing to say lols...no mood to post next time i will post longer:)
{ 2:12 AM }
friday...feel a bit sad but i don't know the reason why...lessons scholl as per usual...ccm lesson,got oral test...cikgu johari test us on the directions and a basic greetings lols!english lesson,two periods were spend on doing english test sian...art lesson,miss lee never come so mdm mars tell us to draw and figure out the picture in the end the pictures shows a hand...chey!walking alone on the way back home,felt a little lonely...suppose to go out with rachel today to jp and watch movie de...but father dun allow,say mid-year coming concentrate on studies cannot go out...diao lols!haizz whatever...just wanna pray that mid-year faster over lols!nothing to say le...post it next time:)
Thursday, April 23, 2009
{ 1:54 AM }
today,very sian...ms chapalongan give alot of homework lols...listen to chinese teacher lesson,i want to doze off liao...haizz,this few days very sian...no choice mid-year exam coming so cannot slag:(4 days without talkng to him...and i must preserve lols...don't talk about it le...just now anouncement say monday reading period going to be in hall...yippe dun meed to read under the hot sun le...hahas...just now got health check lols...hate it sia take away the pe period the boys should go first lols!anyway...no different,same old checking as primary sch!chat no more le....next time then post...need to do sci,eng and chi homework sian!
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
{ 4:07 AM }
today...assembly,yuanming and gim lee suddenly beat lionel.i seat at the far end see him scolding so loud...i got a shock.i ask wanhao to change place with me cause i wan to beat yuanming and also ask them to stop disturbing him.but in the end i got disturb by people who sit behind me and yuanming lols!diao!after assembly,our class have a extra lesson from miss revathi,she gave us 15mins break to eat or do what everthing.i went to talk to him and tell him dun angry yuanming they all not purposely de...in the end i like talking to invisible person lols...he dun want to answer me,somemore still purposely walk another way like dun want to see my face like that...like i'm the one who beat him like that.very very angry!i also very stupid de lols...also not i do one why must i say sorry to him...so funny lols,hao xin mei hao bao!anyway i do this not i heart pain okay!!
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
{ 4:05 AM }
lesson per usual...in english lesson,mdm leong flared up!first time saw her so angry sia...keep on slamming the books to the table lols.chinese lesson even worse,yang lao shi very agitated today,all pengcheng and yuanming fault lar...keep on rebuting back to her,crazy wan lols!today,though not completely ok but at least a little joy in sch lols...hahas.very boring,shooting practise cancelled cause is exam weeks...no mood to talk much lols...just wanna talk about this today:)
Monday, April 20, 2009
{ 5:01 AM }
today very terrible,sore throat still pain my voice also very deep!natalie persuade me to go home and ask for mc to see doctor...very emo lols,went to toilet with rachel more than once...tears can't stop rolling down my cheeks,this time i really know that i can't take this blow.my mind is still not clear...rachel try to encourage me or even say jokes to cheer me up...wanna tnx rachel for lending me her shoulders lolx...trying not think about it but i know its gonna be tough...decided to return him the present and just wanna study hard for the mid-year...after sch...saw rachel worry looks i really feel sad cause i did not know what i could do for rachel.receive present frm nicole and rachel...hahas:)read this poem...
Tears poured down,
When his words came out.
Everything he said,
Was just another doubt.
She was never good enough,
Not even for her.
But now her dreams,
Flew by broken by a slur.
He said he loved her,
Then took it right back!
He said he cared,
But said it to attack!
One tear at a time,
Stained her pretty face.
No one knew she was so fragile,
Like a thin piece of lace.
She stared at the knife,
As a tear hit the ground,
Would she dare use it,
When it once spread her feelings around ?
She used to cut but stopped.
And was happy for a while.
But he killed her!
With his first smile.
She wondered why,
He would make her cry?
Make her not want to live,
But die?
With a tear stained face,
She took her life.
Killed herself,
With an already used knife.
She did it for love,
Her tears said it all,
He was her depression,
When he pretened to fall.
No more tears,
On her tear stained face,
Nothing left,
But her missery that took place!
{ 4:27 AM }
19 april,aunt b'day...my cousins told me that they celebrate at home,youngest bro.buy cake,sis bought presents,big bro bought food...sad la nvr celebrate with them...yesterday dinner ate plain porridge:(sore throat very pain...cannot swallow dry food,father ask me to eat porridge LOLS!yesterday i so emo,thinking of lots of thing is like a stone blocking my chest cannot breath lols...cry like hell.can't take it anymore keep going to toilet lols...wanna go back to the time machine...regreting joining shooting and knowing this type of person...hope that my throat would be recovering soon:)
Friday, April 17, 2009
{ 6:11 AM }
today,happy sia...go out with friends to westmall!!tomorrow i'm going 10 be 13 soon ahh...last day being 12...lols,hahahas.quite long no post cause shooting training ,not allow to play com. sian ah!!talk no more...next time post:)
Thursday, April 9, 2009
{ 11:24 PM }
hahas...today good friday no need to go to school!so sad sia,today FATHER TOOK MY PHONE,HE WANTS TO SUSPEND ME FROM USING HP GONNA RETURN ME WHEN THE MID-YEAR TEST IS OVER.haizz...still got how many more weeks lols.anyway today nothing much to do so surf web:)just change my blogskins and songs...took the class photos from yuanming:)nothing really much to talk about today.gonna stop writing till tomorrow comes!!
Friday, April 3, 2009
{ 2:18 AM }
shiok!today teacher never give homework...but yesterday chinese news report not complete:(lesson per usual...eng,sc,history,music,e.t.c....eng lesson,mdm leong chang our seats.can consider that i'm seating in between wan hao and shamus lol!so unlucky sia!but still okay lols...luckily peng cheng never seat beside me if not i dead meat liao...music lesson quite fun lols...we go to a big room but i forget what is the room called...mrs lau never come to school today so mr cheong is taking over.he let us watch the video of chinese dance!everybody cheer like hell!pw lesson,our group is presenting...i so nervous until my hands so cold and clammy...heave a sigh of relive when we are done...erm...nothing much to say liao,gonna continue next time.
Thursday, April 2, 2009
{ 1:48 AM }
today,woke up early again in 6.meet that person go to school together...waited for that person below the block for around 10 mins,but that person fail to turn up...make me stand there for 10 mis like a fool,somemore so many passer-by looking at me lols...that person really so bad sia...second time make me wait.ft period suXX...mdm leong keep on scolding i also dunno what she scolding for.eng period worse,she tell us register no.1-25 need to stay back to file the eng wrksht.my one is tomorrow...so sad sia:(chinese period very funny,mdm yoong never come...so the same relief teacher came over to take our class...when 2nd bell,the second teacher came...peng cheng act like retarded...the teacher really think he retarded sia!!!everybody keep on looking at the act of peng cheng...never concentrate on the work given by 1r5 chinese teacher...somemore all laugh like siao!today,scince period is the worse...yuan ming keep on playing a fool...until ms chapalongan(dunno how to spell)angry until want to burst liao.they all really too much sia!when helping ms chapalongan carry books i can tell that she wanted to go back to philipines immediately lols...tommorrow,got pw lesson...i'm very nervous lols...hope the presentation would go well:|gonna stop writing till here...anyway wanna wish natalye(sry if spell wrong)a "HAPPY BIRTHDAY"...:)
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
{ 3:59 AM }
today,wear the formal uniform...go back to class after recess,very hot.the fan that is directly above me broke down.so unlucky sia,when we are wearing informal dun want broke down now wearing formal then broke down so cunning.anyway,today after school actually wanna do project with sarah de,but out of school liao sarah then ask me where to meet,in the end never do.she go and check the library and com.lab all not available.:(tomoorow is pw i also dunno what to do,somemore late le 3 days.i already bring that cardboard to and fro the school.so troublesome tomorrow still need to bring the cardboard again for pw haizz...:(scince homework dunno how to do sia,tomorrow got scince lesson...now freeting about this.gonna stop writing,continue next time...
