Monday, April 20, 2009
{ 5:01 AM }
today very terrible,sore throat still pain my voice also very deep!natalie persuade me to go home and ask for mc to see doctor...very emo lols,went to toilet with rachel more than once...tears can't stop rolling down my cheeks,this time i really know that i can't take this blow.my mind is still not clear...rachel try to encourage me or even say jokes to cheer me up...wanna tnx rachel for lending me her shoulders lolx...trying not think about it but i know its gonna be tough...decided to return him the present and just wanna study hard for the mid-year...after sch...saw rachel worry looks i really feel sad cause i did not know what i could do for rachel.receive present frm nicole and rachel...hahas:)read this poem...
Tears poured down,
When his words came out.
Everything he said,
Was just another doubt.
She was never good enough,
Not even for her.
But now her dreams,
Flew by broken by a slur.
He said he loved her,
Then took it right back!
He said he cared,
But said it to attack!
One tear at a time,
Stained her pretty face.
No one knew she was so fragile,
Like a thin piece of lace.
She stared at the knife,
As a tear hit the ground,
Would she dare use it,
When it once spread her feelings around ?
She used to cut but stopped.
And was happy for a while.
But he killed her!
With his first smile.
She wondered why,
He would make her cry?
Make her not want to live,
But die?
With a tear stained face,
She took her life.
Killed herself,
With an already used knife.
She did it for love,
Her tears said it all,
He was her depression,
When he pretened to fall.
No more tears,
On her tear stained face,
Nothing left,
But her missery that took place!
